Things are better left unsaid…not!
They say things some things are better left unsaid. But if such is the case why do I still feel crappy?
I tried to deactivate my Facebook account. I did it because I’m getting tired of everything I’m seeing. I read posts, view pictures, click on links, etc. and all I see is my failure and my incapacity.
I know I get envious of what other people have, of what other people enjoy and who other meet. I guess it’s a natural reaction, for me at least, generalizing is difficult, I should remember that.
I get envious, because as other people enjoy themselves, I’m here watching, reading and listening. It’s selfish. Yes. But is it natural? Most certainly.
I want something better. Can anyone blame me?
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My last two posts are very negative. You always have the choice not to read my posts. This is my blog.
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I want to escape, go to somewhere no one will find me or know me. I just want a freaking break!
